You never told me any lies but I always chose to seek the answers in your eyes’
Not because I didn’t trust you but because I wanted to understand your why’
And that has always been the question on my mind’
And now i ask how could I have ever been so blind’
After months of pain and thinking I realized you were loving the only way you knew how’
And I attempted to do the same, Beloved is it Thou’
A term that you hated but a word that made me feel closer to a time i identified with’
But I understood your concerns and how a guy like me can be viewed as a Myth’
A prior fake Gangsta , turned to a Student , Poet , Marine youth organizer’
I wouldn’t believe a word I said either but I am far from a Womanizer’
With all the losses I’ve taken you would think I am better at coping’
But You are a lost I can’t recover from so I have to keep Hoping’
Past Afflictions 